Thursday, January 29, 2009
, 1/29/2009 08:40:00 PM
haiz
...todays friday...then went to amk ite as usual then after sch hab appointment wib some1 so i rush to cp to meet tat person...saw her then i was like beri ps also don noe for wad reason...wan to talk to her,also suddenly don dare...then went hougang mall...then was like sian then saw thricia n slyvia(slyvia pon cca =XX) then was like i also don noe how say...jux feel tat i not gd enough for that person...then was like hab a feeling tell me tat ahya edwin arh who will like u de sia 1 thing is tat u look worst then awful,then 2nd is tat u are so de fat, then 3rd thing is tat u are darm bloody stupid so who de hell in the world will like u? then was like ok lor anything...then went to do some sports then was quite fun bah hahas learn abit new things lor...haiz went back home beri sian wan slp liao then saw 1 msg tat make me really confuse n wanting to 4get everything....then realli la i hab prepare for this le cause i noe tat my face can scare alot of ppl leas my face like monster...nowadays abit lack of confidence don noe y...then back to de topic,ok after seeing tat msg i was like,ok edwin u are official dump,although tat some1 write till beri gdgd but i gave up le la i m too tired le i realli don noe wad to do le...talk wib my jie about this thn ya she gib me some advice as usual,saying tat edwin arh u arh cheer up bla bla bla & in the end i also don noe wad she talking =.=....hmm realli la i don noe whether i m single now or not jux tat feelin realli tired n not hoping to face this again...u guys can say tat i like tat some1 alot bah jux tat i jux found out tat i being curse not to hab any1 tat i like de bah....sooner or later i will jux rot aye...maybe i should jux gave up n don disturb her bah...I in the 1st place should not hab known her bah...it is jux a disgrace to her knowin me...haiz jux hope tat i wil be better in my after life bah...writing this all jux beacuse i noe tat she wont come n read de....tat y i dare to write...so don say i wad act yi ge emo or sad like tat to make her pity me like tat ,is jux tat she wont ever come to my blog n read this all crap de....so i dare witre....
Friday, January 9, 2009
, 1/09/2009 11:58:00 PM
