I M NOW CURRENTLY FORGETTING HER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i don wan to related to her anymore!!!!!!!!!!!
no matter how hard i try it wont happen!!!!!!
so i giving up !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
n SPECIAL THX TO MY JIAYI JIE JIES(2 OF THEM) CAUSE THEY SUPPORT ME THOSE MOST !!!!!!!!!!!I LOVE BOTH OF U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!THEY ROX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HAHAS~
i wan to lost contact with her n never re-contact her ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~YAY!!!!
Saturday, July 26, 2008
, 7/26/2008 09:43:00 AM
today...i was beri moody in sch cause of some problem in my head tat wont stop me from having such pain in my heart...i wish it could go away...i wan everything to stop...i wan everything to end now....i realli like her but wad can i do...she have so mani ppl tat wan jio her i will lose for sure n also this is my 1st time to jio the same gal twice therefore i dont noe wad to do sia...it started 2 days ago...i started to contact her back...i chat with her 2 days ago n then wad u noe...i started to have the pain in me i hated it...i wan to end it...i just donno wad to do...i still cant 4get her...no matter wad i do...no matter wad i done...i still cnnt 4get her...i wan to get closer to her...but i cnt be close to her...i don wan to see her yet i wan to see her...i wan to protect her yet i don wan to let her see me...her smile make me fade away from my unhappiness...i once try to avoid to see her face but her smile just make me very happi i love her smile...not only her smile but i like her lots....i cnt forget her...i ask 2 close friends for advice n both gave diff ans...so wad to do now...today during night time i call her...she ask me why yong soon haii...then i tell her lor...i call her to tell her cause,1st:i don wan to waste my msg if she don noe wad i mean,& 2nd:...i wan to hear her voice...the only thing in my mind is....i wan to be with her...i wan to protect her...i wan to be there when she is happy or even when she is sad so tat i could lend her my shoulder...i wan to be the 1 she could trust...i wan to be there to help n support her no matter wad falls on her...i wan to be there to look after her...i wan to love her...n i wan her to love me....
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
, 7/22/2008 09:46:00 PM
monday n tuesday!!both days i kena claw by YY jie jie ~ so bad sia so pain sobx hahas lol sian monday there is nothing special only when after sch i went home n change then go wai kiat house play psp ~ then today i after sch go home n when i step into the house my best jie jie(jiayi da jie) call me to chat then i go out at 3.15 then reach cp,on my way to yong soon house play psp i saw johnaten(x-punggolite) ~he was heading to cp to excape from the poilce cause he underage somker wad(dis year he 18 but havent reach) then i saw him so we walk far far from tat polyclinic(cause tat side near poilce station) then we chat awhile then walk to bus stop( then continue talk la)after tat cause i in a hurry mah so i go to yong soon house hahas then saw shiang ren on the way so we walk together lor hahas when reach soon house we play MH2g then at 7.35 we went home~ after tat i bog lor hahas~~here the pic of my poor hand kena claw by YY jie jie~
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
, 7/15/2008 08:44:00 PM
Sunday, July 13, 2008
, 7/13/2008 11:06:00 PM
hi is me again! today is friday n also the best day in the week cause early go home~ then i after sch straight away go home play com hahas then till 8pm i go bbal then is like so fun cause long time no play le T.T love the feelin of tourching the bbal hha lol today also nothing to write hope tomorrow will be a better day meow~
Friday, July 11, 2008
, 7/11/2008 11:07:00 PM
today is thusday,we today at sch discussed about who is the spammer then we say so much end up don noe who hahas lol then i at sch sleep in maths class cause tired mah then slp lor after tat i went home lor cause at sch nothing do go home snatch com better wakaka then instead i chiong my psp game again hahas abit lame but quite fun hahas then watch tv till wan slp haiz so sian at home waiting ppl jio play bbal cause long long no play le sia haiz,rusty like siao don noe wad to do then i play my private maple~ so fun sia i somemore is GM de stead sia nice1 hahaas sian don noe wad to write sia hahas btw here some pic of my 2nd hamster(type:herbuski)cute sia my faviote hahas ~
Thursday, July 10, 2008
, 7/10/2008 08:14:00 PM
today beri de werid cause me,jiaxin,jenn,suan also kena tio spam by the same ppl BUT i kena the most don noe y sia n also jiaxin blog is private but y he still can go in n spam sia???tat is the blur thing n also i hate tat asshole ok done with the daily live i today morning in sch darm no mood but during the last 2 period i started to get high hahas maybe the oral make me high bah hahas lol i not sure bout this but i love oral~ although i sux at it but i love it~ today i have a realli sian mood as u noe heart broken hahas but now is slowly ok le at least i happi a little now hahas i today after oral about 3pm i went home starigh then take bus 83 then go home play PSP dynasty worrior agian~ but now i use sun jian so quite sian then i slp from 6.3opm to 8.30pm then started to do homework(POA) but i realli don noe how do i starting do Q1 then blur liao i abit noe but abit don noe then like weird so i skip to Q2 but then i fuck up cause see the words make me head pain like siao so chim sia wad to do i sux at POA hahas then i online le lor hmm i still thinking of her hoping to forget but it hard u noe yixin mah? she is my x but now my jie jie i noe her from my cousin then we break off when it goin to have my mid year exam (hahas i don rmb dates when break de cause no use rmb them hahas) she knock me up ytd by callin me during the night(i was sleepin sia) then the 1st thing she say is "WEI! GET OVER IT"then some other things in english but i neber hear clearly as i was half asleep haiyo she is a angmo sia everytime english words come out her mouth i feel like an alien after hearing she talk cause i don understand hahas so tat it for today meow~ there is some pic on my hamster hahas hav alook urself~
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Wednesday, July 9, 2008
, 7/09/2008 09:19:00 PM
NNB WHO IS THE ASS HOLE
WHO KEEP SPAM MY
BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
, 7/09/2008 04:15:00 PM
my heart is hurting n in pain...
today i post again cause my mood realli drop...i wanna cry out loud sia my feeling is like realli hurt by the things i saw ...she hab stead le...so? i should be happi but not now...i don noe y but it realli hurts....i wanna like sleep n never open my eyes...i wana be aside i wanna be left alone....this feelin neber happen 2 me very long le but now it happen again...i don like to be like this but i realli wan cry man...i m a weak person...i jux wanna freak n cry out man haiz pls some1 help me....i don noe wad to do now...jiayi jie jie i need ur help but whr are u... even u cnt help me...so wad m i goin to do...any1 tell me wad should i do...plx...
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
, 7/08/2008 10:08:00 PM
, 7/08/2008 07:58:00 PM
today is monday,youth day, today is quite a day u see cause melody(gan stead),we now no fight le wohoo finally tat is off my problem wakaka sian today i chiong my dynasty worrior again wohoo gan ping is gd man he rox sun ce is the best wakakaka lol but hor zhouyu also gd leh hmm 1 thing for sure xiao qiao is de best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wakakaa
Monday, July 7, 2008
, 7/07/2008 09:54:00 PM
today is my cousin ROM hahas then like beri de sian lor haha then somemore so sian sia need take bus then take mrt waa will die de sia hahas lol then night time i use com saw some bitch offline msg is like beri de bitch cause she is a slut(of couse) n i hate her (from de start ) hahas anyway today is jux a sian day n from now start i don care any1 say wad bout me le hahas cause it not ture anyway wakaka
Sunday, July 6, 2008
, 7/06/2008 10:57:00 PM
wa seh today morning i saw tat off9 msg make me like beri de fuck up like tat n also i don wan to care this thing liao but she is making me realli like de angry seh is like her saying is like so guai lan is like i hate it n also i realli dislike her saying is like bad ass la hmm i like put nowday cnnt arh ur bussiness is it! i never trust u from the start n then wad for u trust me seh,add words in ur mouth?i like add leh cnnt arh!if i offensive to u i don even care now cause b 4 u say me offensive to u y cnt u think alot of words u said is offensive to me n is my blog i like wad i write so i don gib a darm conflict are made not only me man is like u also got make hor is like u making me saying out de hor i cnnt belive u all actually bet on tat thing is like wrong in the first place n i feel wrong tat is y i say it out so i don gib a darm hmm btw ytd,sat,yong soon go perice ear hahas quite nice wur hahas then be4 tat we go play pool with zian,zian cousin,waikiat,sayee,shiyi hahas abit de late when we play it hahas then after tat we head to whitesand to pei yong soon perice ear hahas then we go waikait house play ps3 is like so gd to play nor hahas dynasty worrior rox man wakaka then eat kfc at his house till like 11.45pm?then we go home but no bus T.T so we rush to take mrt lor waa heng arh we catch de last bus woohoo hahas lol then saw johnathen under my blog playin guitar then we chat bout 12.15? then i reach home hhaas lol ok here a pic on yong soon ear wakaka
this is wad we eat at kovan?! is like beri de errxin hor but actually is quite nice~
, 7/06/2008 08:14:00 AM
today actually abit de sian la is like one of my friend send me an off9 msg n tat blow me away is like i change can be a bad thing n actually i don think she don anything to me yet is like she say friends is like not important to me n tat is quite wrong as i need friends but they don need me n tat y tat is a problem i hab only 5 friends i realli can trust in my class now n i don noe wad to do nowdays i felt left out n is like only this 5 of them can help me u noe haiz nowdays i don noe wad got into me n i realli m sorri to the person who send me de off9 msg cause is like i making her like feel tat i a bad ass n tat is y,but relli i wanna change man is like i don wan be a spare anymore( tat is wad i feel) is like realli i cnt stay at these life le i mostly think other ppl be4 n guess wad it no use man is like i don get any good n also i hate it tat is y i change in the 1st place haiz !!ok!! let get to ytd after sch i go home straight cause huiling ask me out to cp to slack around so i go cp lor after all i need buy present for alethea (nuer) n then she also at cp so i gib her straight away lor hahas actually huiling bags is like beri de heavy sia see her with such a heavy bag make me sad sia is like she like beri de xin ku with her carring the bag haiz i wan help her take she don wan let me it ok lor i don wann force her hahas lol then ytd night i chiong dynasty worrior in my psp waa is like so gd to pllay lor i addict to it le wohoo yay sun ce rox!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, July 5, 2008
, 7/05/2008 01:11:00 PM
today i kena spam by some lame ass but it ok de as if they can hurt me like tat wakakaa hmm today at sch noting special happen but some conflict happen to me n tat is of couse de wakaka haiz losing friends is now ok with me as i alreday lost alot of them so it ok de i will still survive but till how long i don noe hmm but the gd thing is tat i this year will leave sch n tat is a gd thing for me wakakak...
Thursday, July 3, 2008
, 7/03/2008 09:17:00 PM
today is hahas wed,july 2nd 2008 n also it quite a gd day as my boring POA teacher mr leong neber come thenn free 2 period!!!!!!!!!! haiz today qurral with melody(gan stead) again then is like beri de fucking sian lor is like wtf sia always fight then like fuck up then haiz don noe how say la is like sian like hell......today i slept quite alot then like still sleepy sia is like today when come back home become no mood straight away is like i don even noe how explain hahas....today i saw jovier under my blog when heading back home then like long time no see him le he like become de more gd loooking sia so jealous hahas.. today night around 10.30++pm my lj little bro is like beri de fucking hope he die asap he is a bitch man a cb boi sia he like de beri de fan like tat also he like have beri de attitude problem is like so sian whole family hate that stupid boi attidute i punch his face then my dad beat me up then me n my dad fight like siao is like i beat up my bro then my dad chup in for wad sia scold alot of bad words out tat make him more angry then fight more friece then is like after tat is like realli de regrat so we say sorri with each other but with my bro is forever no ending battle n therefore my fight with my dad stop hahas.....oya today i saw this pic hope u like it meow~!!
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
, 7/02/2008 10:28:00 PM
haiz today is july 1st haiz miss aisha told ask a story happen to her ytd haiz it make me remenber the past...one of my pri sch friend past away cause have heart attack...i actually though it is a fake 1 cause so young whr can hab heart attack sia then 8th of oct 2005 my mum told me tat is ture n i like beri de sad sia i like beri de bad also sia is like i neber see him the last time is like haiz wad to do the past is the past...btw tmr mr leong(my POA teacher tat is beri de boring) will not be at sch so i have 2hour free!!!!!!!!! hahas ...today me n melody qurral again... after she break with her stead we always fight de sia i was like wtf sia haiz why me why always me sia tat gal give me alot of problem sia but she is my gan n i will stand by her side no matter wad even if make me sian like hell i will still be there...oya melody is my gan stead her full name is melody soh zhiqin n is NOT my mei(melody tan yihui) so don kena mistaken arh hahas lol ...oya today i found this pic meow hope u all like it meow~!!
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
, 7/01/2008 09:53:00 PM
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